cultivating presence

I have not been a participant in this community in the way that I had originally intended. It has taken a while but my life has recently shifted into a new focus. I have learned how to be gentle with myself, my information, and the majority of other things that I have cultivated in life. Every day I am presented with a new opportunity to learn and experience what it is to be a friend, to be a present person and the power that this gives to heal.
Forever I am grateful for the opportunity to have lived my life in the way that I have. I am also grateful for the opportunity that this community represents and i am going to take my time, figure out a way that I can truly be present here.  It is my desire to reach out to others as others have reached out to me but I would like this to be gentle. I no longer wish to battle over paradigm to push or to resist I have seen the futility in this behavior. I present myself here today to cultivate this incredibly powerful seed that has landed in my lap, and to truly reap the benefit of its arrival.
I'm still not entirely sure what this looks like, sounds like or any of the other details and i am not all that concerned about it. I just know that I have taken a look at what I have and I am prepared to give something new back.